breakfast preparation à la hollandaise

What an inexpected, but fantastic start into this week-end this morning.

As usual Saturday morning, I woke up and, still laying in my bed, connected to SecondLife. At the moment I am chained to a post close to the landing area in the public part of the TMS-sim, executing official TMS greeter duties. Friends and visitors came over and went away again giving me some nice distraction.

At about 10 am I was alone again on the sim and I was just about to leave for my real life breakfast. At this time Lady Loes, my former Mistress and her slave Bob appeared on the public sim area. Following my duties I respectfully greeted Lady Loes and said hello to Bob. This was the moment when this morning turned into an unforgettable one.

Lady Loes turned on her voice and I immediately recognized, that she was in a very particular mood. Very friendly, but with a breeze of cruel smile in it. I was not wrong ... .

She put Bob into a post as I alread was, and ordered us to fetch our real life nipple clamps. I have this kind of clover clamps with a connecting chain. She "promised" both of us a 30 minutes rl treatment for her pure pleasure. You may imagine how excited I immediately became, trying to hide this to Lady Loes. I was hardly able to properly control my rl little Jerome.

With her voice, that meanwhile had taken much more of cruelty, she ordered us to put on the clamps, to take the connecting chain in my mouth and putting my head backwards. This put pressure on my nipples and stretched them painfully. When I was pulling hard enough, I had to maintain the pressure until she will have come back and she went to Bob. After treating him in a similar way, she came back and asked me with innocence in her sweet cruel voice, if I have any problems, hearing my loud and painful moaning. Several times she switched between us two boys, making us scream in parallel. We finally had to rip the clamps off our poor nipples. She visibly enjoyed our common pain, expressed by loud screams. Despite the pain I was suffering of, deep in my heart I was very happy to be able to please Lady Loes and making her feel very well.

Finally ??? No ...

The most painfull thing was still about to come. I feared the worst, when she ordered me to attach the clamps to my ball sack and to get some weight. Gulping, I grabbed a pair of heavy steel wrist cuffs I had in reach. "Put 'em on the chain between the clamps, so that they are pulling them downwords and stand up", she nearly said tenderly. Ahhhh, what a stinging when I obeyed. Sweat pearls were already running down my forehead when I heard: "Now start jumping ...". My screams became so loud, they certainly have been heard outside on the road. Fortunately I was alone in the house. The stinging pain was nearly unbearable, and Lady Loes was laughing. And I was in a slave heaven: The Lady being very happy enjoying the pain I was suffering for her.

When the 30 minutes were over, Lady Loes allowed us to rub our sore nipples and ball sacks. I admit I was very proud when she told us we have done well and to her satisfaction.

She enjoyed it so much, that she ordered us to log on tomorrow Sunday at about the same time - prepared with rope, a bucket and bottles of water. Guess what kind of competition she has in mind ... .

I was finally allowed to leave for my RL breakfast - being prepared for it à la hollandaise.

Oh, I nearly forgot: I had to wear my nipple clamps during breakfast ... .

Thank you very much Lady Loes for the honour of this unforgettable experience and I appreciate that you still enjoy me being your toy at occasions.

the cruel answer

I apologize for not having posted for two weeks now. It is due to a massive change in my SL.


The addicted reader of my blog may remember my post Jerome having strong doubts about himself dated 14th May 2011. This day I wondered - quoting:

"Doubts arise in his head, if he is a worthy slave for his Lady, if he is able to serve her in a way she deservers it, if he deserves a Lady as she is.

Jerome hopes to find some answers on these agonising questions ... ."

Meanwhile I got the cruelest possible answer on this question: Jerome does not deserve a Lady like Lady Loes (triple fat exclamation mark)


I admit that when writing this, tears are running out of my eyes ... .


The situation turned out in a way, that I asked Lady Loes to unlock HER collar before she tears it off my neck. She accepted and I am not her slave anymore.


To be very honest, I never believed that my feelings and emotions were affected in a way, that I am infinitely sad since this happened. I let pass more than a week before I felt able to write this article.


Lady Loes, Jerome thanks you infinitely for having had the pleasure to serve you for nearly six months. You have been a most esteemed Lady - that of course you still are and will ever be - and a most gracious and patient Mistress with me. I miss you ... .

nice moments

today evening there was one of the rare moment Lady Loes' whole family was unified. Chas was helping Lady Loes to configure a throne for the TMS sim owner Madame Liz. Jerome tested the sub position.

Chas, Jerome, Lady Loes

Before she was leaving Lady Loes offered to Chas and Jerome a subhug. One of the moments that sl is really worth for :-)

Jerome subhugging Lady Loes and squeezing her neary too tightly

Tits and whips dance at TMS

Yesterday evening Jerome went together with his Lady Loes Shi and his sister Chas to a very nice dance event at The Mistresses sim: The "tits and whips" themed dance, organized by Madame Lizbeth Nimbus, the owner of the sim.

"tits and whips" dancefloor at "The Mistresses" sim

The outfits of the Ladies and of the boys were really beautiful, some even stunning. Guess who's Mistress had the sexiest one   :-)   ?

Madame Liz

Lady Ravenn

Lady Mystic, Ichi

Jerome, Lady Loes, Chas

Miss Ukania with superglued sign

Don

DJ Boy de Cuir did a really great job and everybody had big fun.

Boy de Cuir acrobatically dancing with Lady Jody

Jerome apologizes for not being able to put a picture of every Lady or boy. Their outfits weren't less impressive than the shown ones. They were just moving and dancing too fast for taking some nice pictures   :-)   .

Jerome having strong doubts about himself

Jerome in deep thoughts, sitting in his favourite place

Jerome is in deep doubts about himself.


He was starting a discussion with his Lady, that made her very angry and sad. Jerome understand this reaction and regrets it very much. He should have found a better way than to discuss in a very controversary way.

On the other hand Jerome often feels desperate and his efforts for his adored Lady do not reach her.

Doubts arise in his head, if he is a worthy slave for his Lady, if he is able to serve her in a way she deservers it, if he deserves a Lady as she is.

Jerome hopes to find some answers on these agonising questions ... .

the ultimate mental torture ...

Lady Loes does credit to her reputation as perfect mental player. She imposed the ultimate mental torture to her slave Jerome.

She ordered Jerome to wear an oranje soccer team supporter outfit ... .

Lady Loes humiliating Jerome forcing him to dress as dutch soccer team supporter

The fancy costume not being sufficient as humiliation, Jerome has to

• wear a gag in oranje colour
• convince his german compatriots at TMS to appear in a similar dress next Saturday at the TMS dance event Lady Loes will animate as DJ.

If he fails to do the latter, Lady Loes will turn the mental torture to a physical one for Jerome's family jewels.

Please Shy and Pink, when you read this, save Jerome (( desperate sigh ... )) .

Easter holidays in Jeorme's SL

Jerome was very much RL occupied during the Easter week and holidays. He tries to give a résumé of what happended during Easter.

Friday evening he found his Lady well prepared for the TMS bunny dance. 

Lady Loes for the TMS Easter bunny dance - soooo sweet

Unfortunately Jeorme was unable to join the TMS event due to RL obligations

<- meeting his Lady at TMS ->






The next time Jerome saw his Lady was Easter Monday in the morning. He prepared a easter egg for Lady Loes and he was very glad as she liked it very much.

Lady Loes granting Jerome a subhug after opening her Easter egg

Jerome's Easter gift for Lady Loes

Isn't it very much beautiful? Although he'll probably suffer very much himself from this steel spike finger nail extension, he is very proud seeing Lady Loes wearing it with pleasure.

In the afternoon Jerome subscribed to the TMS male sub photo contest. His Ladie's home gave a perfect scenery for a nice picture with him in a submissive position.

Jerome watching the ocean at sunrise

Jerome would love if the estimated readers of this blog vote for him in this photo contest. They will find it at the pool side of the TMS public area.

Shopping with Lady Loes II

after Jerome woke up today in the morning, he did not meet his Lady and started to be slightly frustrated. He started wandering around in the grid. By chance he met another submissive guy who was wearing a very nice latex suit with openings at relevant spots. The guy gave him the landmark of the store where he bought it and Jerome visited it.


He was delighted when he arrived there: the AtaMe Store. This store does not have a huge choice as other stores have, but very nice quality stuff for Ladies and boys.

When Jerome met his Lady in the late afternoon - knowing she adores shopping - he proposed her to show her the AtaMe Store he discoverd in the morning.

Lady Loes and her slave Jerome in the AtaMe store

Jerome was melting another time when Lady Loes thanked him with a nice smile for having shown to her this place. She obviously liked it very much.

Jerome would like to thank rowdy Neutron for giving him the hint for this place and Lady Indigo Alchemi for allowing her submissive to give this landmark to Jerome.

TMS prison dance II

At the beginning of the dance event Jerome had to stay inside a cell which was put at one side of the dance floor. Everybody could look inside and watching Jerome who had to pole dance inside the cell.

Lady Loes putting Jerome into the exposure cell at the TMS prison dance

About half an hour before the end of the dance the three prison Guardesses AGUARD Bumblefoot, AGUARD Blindside and AGUARD Broadfoot joined the dance and seamed fear amongst the boys who were present.

Jerome was very lucky when Guardess Broadfoot came into his cell, took him out and allowed him to dance with him.

Jerome in a very lucky moment of his slave life - an acrobatic dance with Guardess Broadfoot

When the dance event ended, Guardess Broadfoot took Jeorme to prison where he had to spend the night.

The next day he was finally relaesed and was very happy to find some nice time with his Lady.

Jerome on cloud no. seven kneeling at his Ladie's feet

TMS prison dance

Jerome has the big honour to be the welcome greeter for the great prison dance event on Saturday, 16th April at the TMS public area.

Lady Loes preparing Jerome for his task as prison dance greeter

Jerome will welcome all visitors and remind the subs to put on prison wear, like the prison pants in the distributor close to him.


All Ladies and subs are invited to join this nice event at 2 pm SL time.

Jerome's release after 14 days of prison

Last wednesday a long awaited day finally came: #42 was release from his 14 days prison stay and is allowed to call himself Jerome again.

Guardess Blindside just unlocked Jerome's prison collar

Jerome's release at TMS public area

I fact, Jerome is released on approbation. He has to report to prison on Saturday for the TMS prison dance. To be finally released, he must behave really fine at the prison dance.

Jerome was very glad when he saw his Lady and his sister Chas the first time after his prison punishment.

Jerome humbly and happily greeting his Lady

Jerome's sister Chas in her favorite position :-)

day twelve - the end of the prison sentence approaches

#42's mood is continuously improving, the more the end of his prison sentence approaches. He's very impatient to see again his Lady. This day started pretty boring, but #42 did not mind, looking forward for his release.
In the evening suddenly Guardess AGUARD Blindside stood in front of his cell. #42 gulps ... .


While he was led to the Punisment and Re-education room, he had to tell the Guardess again why he has been put into jail.


Once in the room #42 was bound to the Saint Andrew's Cross. Guardess Blindside started warming him up for harder punishment by flogging his genitals.

the Guardess flogging #42's cock with a cruel smile

Once warmed up the Guardess' smile became even more cruel: She pulled out a cattle zapper. She did not have her most sadistic day, as she put the zapping power on the lowes possible level.
In the next 30 minutes #42 had to suffer from a dozen of zapping of his nipples going down to his cock.

#42's nipples zapped with a cattle zapper

When the Guardess was satisfied, #42 was brought back to his cell, where he was ordered to write immediately a report about his prison day and send it to Madame Lizbeth.

Meanwhile his fellow prisonner Gigley came on. The poor guy was sentenced to totaly isolation by his mistress Lady Ravenn.
Guardess Blindside led him to the isolation chamber, fixed him on a wooden frame making it impossible for him to move and blocked all his conversation.

#42 was happy that another day of his prison sentence was nearly passed.

public humiliation on day 11

This Sunday, #42's eleventh day in prison, was particulary humiliating.


Sunday morning a short time after #42 woke up Guardess AGUARD Bumblefoot came to #42's prison. Soon two other fellow prisoners and a second Guardess AGUARD Broadfoot were here two. #42 never saw as much persons at the same time in the prison.


All three prisoners have been brought to the Punishment and Re-education Area. While his fellow prisoner were trained in the running wheel or beaten being bound in a frame, Jerome had to clean the toilet while being whipped.

Guardess Bumblefoot being unsatisfied with #42's toilet cleaning performance

After about 30 minutes of disgusting toilet cleaning, #42 and fellow prisoner Chigley have been taken for public humiliation to the TMS public area.

public humiliation scene at TMS

#42 was forced by the Guardesses to say to five persons "I AM A LITTLE SLUT WHO HAS A LITTLE COCK". It was in particular humiliating saying it to Miss Melanie and to Miss Mai.

#42 met by chance his Mistress Lady Loes

Just before being brought back to his cell, #42 was very lucky and happy to meet shortly his Mistress Lady Loes. She looked fantastic in her riding outfit with latex jodhpurs and a white blouse.

boring 9th day

The ninth day was the most boring day for #42 since his intake. The release from his humbler the day before war rather more restrictive than before, as now he was chained to his bed and could not move at all.

#42 bored being unable to move a millimeter all day long

public humiliation at prison day eight

The eigth day was nearly passed with being alone all the day, eventually Guardess AGUARD Blindside stood in front of #42's cell. It was the first time since his intake, #42 met this beautiful, but cruelly smiling Guardess. Still wearing his humbler, the Guardess lead him on his leash to the Re-Habilitation and Punishment Area, his balls heavily and painfully stretched by the humbling device.  She asked him about the punishments he already suffered from since his intake one week ago.

humbled #42 on Guardess Blindside's leash

the Re-Habilitationand Punishment Area

Finally the Guardess decided the expose #42 to public humiliation. He was taken to the TMS public area and had to show himself - nude and humbled - to everybody. #42 was glad, that, except the Guardess and some subs, only Lady Trillia was present. #42 was very embarrassed, as he was stinking after being unable to wash himself since a whole week.

#42 exposed naked at TM, left Lady Trillia, right Guardess Blindside

After the public exposure #42 was taken back to his cell and chained to his bed. His was lucky as the Guardess reliefed him from his humber before she was leaving.

day seven

#42' seventh day in the TMS prison was unspectacular without any remarkable events.

He had to spend the whole day with his humbler locked on him and no Guardess came to release him from it.

humbled #42 spending more than 24 hrs like this in his cell

day six - half time of #42 prison sentence

Day six of #42's prison sentence started very calmly. The day was nearly over, when eventually Guardess Broadfoot stood in front of #42's cell.

She had her own way today to deal with #42. He had to kneel down in his cell in a most submissive position and while being flogged and whipped, he had to confess again and to tell in detail the mistake he made.

#42's painful interrogation while being flogged

After the interogation Guardess Broadfoot found her pleasure in making wear #42 some CBT tools: the zapper and the humbler

#42 humbled in front to the Guardess

#42 zapped by Guardess Broadfoot

 #42's humbler was locked on him and he must wear it until another guardess will unlock and removed it.

prison continues for # 42 ...

The following day #42 experience a very particular torture inflicted by Guardess Broadfoot. He was very suprised by this and his face became pale like ash when guessing the Guardess' intention.

He was bound on a gyno chair and the Guardess was standing in front of him with a kind of stick in her hand, smiling cruelly.

the cruel Guardess inserting a sound into #42's cock

Then #42 understood: the guardess was about to insert a sound into his dick. #42 became paralyzed by this and could not move for minutes.

After this new and very bizarr experience, #42 had to do his nearly daily exercise of several minutes pulling the slave walker.

#42 daily slave walker excercise, being whipped each time he passes in front of the Guardess

 
There are more and more traces showing on #42's body: whip marks and exhaustion

2nd day in TMS prison

after prison intake on Thursday at about 1 am, #42 did not see a guardess for more than a day. Nevertheless he had not been alone. Chatting with his two fellow prisoners Shy Rodenberger and Chigley Landau made it a bit easier for him. Shared pain is only half pain.


Friday morning at about 5h30 am the beautiful red haired Guardess AGUARD Bumblefoot suddenly stood in front of #42's cell. She unchained him from the bed, leashed him and took him to the torture room.

#42 led into the torture room on Guadress Bumblefoot's leas

#42 put into the prison slave walker

In the torture room #42 was put into the slave walker. During 15 minutes he had to pull the device. Every time he passed in front of the Guardess she hit him with her whip.


#42 fears the worst is still in front of him ...

Jerome's prison intake

Wednesday night Jerome was captured by the TMS prison Guardess AGUARD Broadfoot. The prison intake procedure started.

Jerome's cold shower at intake

Jerome and Shy under control of the TMS Guardesses

After being cleaned with poison and a shower, Jerome's cock and balls have been shaved with a stump razor blade.

AGUARD Broadfoot spraying poison at Jerome to kill the bugs

Guard Broadfoot shaving Jerome with a cruel smile; Shy taking his shower in the background

Once clean Jerome was given a collar and cuffs which have been locked immediately. From now on Jerome was #42.


A painfull interrogation and thorough examination of #42's body cavities followed.

Guard Broadfoot at Jerome's painfull interrogation ...

and body cavity examination

A last torture waited for #42: the slave walker, a horrible thing leading aroung in a circle the captured slave, being in a very painful position

#42 in the slave walker, getting a whip stroke each time when passing in front of the guard

Finally #42 was brought into his cell where he was chained to the bed ...

the Guardess refuses a blanket for #42 although icecold temperature in the cell

... and left alone for the next hours.