Monday, May 30, 2011

the cruel answer

I apologize for not having posted for two weeks now. It is due to a massive change in my SL.


The addicted reader of my blog may remember my post Jerome having strong doubts about himself dated 14th May 2011. This day I wondered - quoting:

"Doubts arise in his head, if he is a worthy slave for his Lady, if he is able to serve her in a way she deservers it, if he deserves a Lady as she is.

Jerome hopes to find some answers on these agonising questions ... ."

Meanwhile I got the cruelest possible answer on this question: Jerome does not deserve a Lady like Lady Loes (triple fat exclamation mark)


I admit that when writing this, tears are running out of my eyes ... .


The situation turned out in a way, that I asked Lady Loes to unlock HER collar before she tears it off my neck. She accepted and I am not her slave anymore.


To be very honest, I never believed that my feelings and emotions were affected in a way, that I am infinitely sad since this happened. I let pass more than a week before I felt able to write this article.


Lady Loes, Jerome thanks you infinitely for having had the pleasure to serve you for nearly six months. You have been a most esteemed Lady - that of course you still are and will ever be - and a most gracious and patient Mistress with me. I miss you ... .

Monday, May 16, 2011

nice moments

today evening there was one of the rare moment Lady Loes' whole family was unified. Chas was helping Lady Loes to configure a throne for the TMS sim owner Madame Liz. Jerome tested the sub position.


Chas, Jerome, Lady Loes

Before she was leaving Lady Loes offered to Chas and Jerome a subhug. One of the moments that sl is really worth for :-)




Jerome subhugging Lady Loes and squeezing her neary too tightly

Sunday, May 15, 2011

Tits and whips dance at TMS

Yesterday evening Jerome went together with his Lady Loes Shi and his sister Chas to a very nice dance event at The Mistresses sim: The "tits and whips" themed dance, organized by Madame Lizbeth Nimbus, the owner of the sim.
"tits and whips" dancefloor at "The Mistresses" sim


The outfits of the Ladies and of the boys were really beautiful, some even stunning. Guess who's Mistress had the sexiest one   :-)   ?

Madame Liz
Lady Ravenn





Lady Mystic, Ichi
Jerome, Lady Loes, Chas








Miss Ukania with superglued sign
Don






















DJ Boy de Cuir did a really great job and everybody had big fun.


Boy de Cuir acrobatically dancing with Lady Jody

Jerome apologizes for not being able to put a picture of every Lady or boy. Their outfits weren't less impressive than the shown ones. They were just moving and dancing too fast for taking some nice pictures   :-)   .

Saturday, May 14, 2011

Jerome having strong doubts about himself

Jerome in deep thoughts, sitting in his favourite place
Jerome is in deep doubts about himself.


He was starting a discussion with his Lady, that made her very angry and sad. Jerome understand this reaction and regrets it very much. He should have found a better way than to discuss in a very controversary way.

On the other hand Jerome often feels desperate and his efforts for his adored Lady do not reach her.

Doubts arise in his head, if he is a worthy slave for his Lady, if he is able to serve her in a way she deservers it, if he deserves a Lady as she is.

Jerome hopes to find some answers on these agonising questions ... .

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

the ultimate mental torture ...

Lady Loes does credit to her reputation as perfect mental player. She imposed the ultimate mental torture to her slave Jerome.

She ordered Jerome to wear an oranje soccer team supporter outfit ... .

Lady Loes humiliating Jerome forcing him to dress as dutch soccer team supporter
The fancy costume not being sufficient as humiliation, Jerome has to
  • wear a gag in oranje colour
  • convince his german compatriots at TMS to appear in a similar dress next Saturday at the TMS dance event Lady Loes will animate as DJ.
If he fails to do the latter, Lady Loes will turn the mental torture to a physical one for Jerome's family jewels.

Please Shy and Pink, when you read this, save Jerome (( desperate sigh ... )) .

Monday, April 25, 2011

Easter holidays in Jeorme's SL

Jerome was very much RL occupied during the Easter week and holidays. He tries to give a résumé of what happended during Easter.

Friday evening he found his Lady well prepared for the TMS bunny dance. 
Lady Loes for the TMS Easter bunny dance - soooo sweet




Unfortunately Jeorme was unable to join the TMS event due to RL obligations













<- meeting his Lady at TMS ->






The next time Jerome saw his Lady was Easter Monday in the morning. He prepared a easter egg for Lady Loes and he was very glad as she liked it very much.

Lady Loes granting Jerome a subhug after opening her Easter egg
Jerome's Easter gift for Lady Loes
Isn't it very much beautiful? Although he'll probably suffer very much himself from this steel spike finger nail extension, he is very proud seeing Lady Loes wearing it with pleasure.

In the afternoon Jerome subscribed to the TMS male sub photo contest. His Ladie's home gave a perfect scenery for a nice picture with him in a submissive position.

Jerome watching the ocean at sunrise
Jerome would love if the estimated readers of this blog vote for him in this photo contest. They will find it at the pool side of the TMS public area.

Monday, April 18, 2011

Shopping with Lady Loes II

after Jerome woke up today in the morning, he did not meet his Lady and started to be slightly frustrated. He started wandering around in the grid. By chance he met another submissive guy who was wearing a very nice latex suit with openings at relevant spots. The guy gave him the landmark of the store where he bought it and Jerome visited it.


He was delighted when he arrived there: the AtaMe Store. This store does not have a huge choice as other stores have, but very nice quality stuff for Ladies and boys.

When Jerome met his Lady in the late afternoon - knowing she adores shopping - he proposed her to show her the AtaMe Store he discoverd in the morning.

Lady Loes and her slave Jerome in the AtaMe store
Jerome was melting another time when Lady Loes thanked him with a nice smile for having shown to her this place. She obviously liked it very much.

Jerome would like to thank rowdy Neutron for giving him the hint for this place and Lady Indigo Alchemi for allowing her submissive to give this landmark to Jerome.